Nostalgia Vielleicht Blues

Nostalgia

Suspended in nostalgia

I find your name hanging in my memories

I fill myself up with your gaze

Oh what a maze you've put me in

I spy with my little eye

Your wide eyes that take me time traveling

It feels like, swimming, swimming with my eyes closed

Nose to nose, you just, you just fucking know

Oh, remind me of your name again

As you take me on that train again

Back to the pavements that we walked, and walked

Oh, the drugs that made us talk and talk

And I'd take you dancing, I'd take you round and round

I'll lead you to the hilltops - and I take you on the ground

I may be daydreaming, but I'll be wondering what it's like

To be under your skin

'Til I get in

Until you let me out

Until you see my insides

Until you're inside out, I'll

Lick my wounds, feels like I've had them since the womb

Sing myself a tune, fall back and swoon

And I'll take you dancing, I'll take you round and round

I'll lead you to the hilltops - and I take you on the ground

I may be daydreaming

Oh what a feeling

Daydreaming about you

Vielleicht vielleicht

Es ist so leicht ehrlich zu dir zu sein

Es ist so einfach, wenn ich sage, „nein“

Oder: „Ich bin noch nicht so weit“

Du gibst mir Zeit

Und du bist süß

Wie du aussiehst, wenn du genießt

Dass es im Winter endlich schneit

Du magst jede Jahreszeit

Und morgens muss ich lächeln

Weil mich deine Küsse wecken

Und dann merk ich, es ist leicht

Weil dir so wenig reicht

Du gibst mir Zeit

Und dann denk ich, dass es vielleicht, vielleicht

Für immer so bleibt

Und dann denk ich, dass es vielleicht, vielleicht

Für immer so bleibt

Ja, es ist leicht, leicht, leicht, leicht

Ja, es ist leicht, leicht, leicht, leicht

Es ist so schön

Dir zuzusehen

Wenn du duschen gehst

Und dann vor mir stehst

Und sagst, es wird ein langer Tag

Und wenn du mich dann fragst

Was wir heut Abend machen

Und wir zwischen Küssen lachen

Dann merk ich, es ist leicht

Weil dir so wenig reicht

Du gibst mir Zeit

Und dann denk ich, dass es vielleicht, vielleicht

Für immer so bleibt

Und dann denk ich, dass es vielleicht, vielleicht

Für immer so bleibt

Ja, es ist leicht, leicht, leicht, leicht

Ja, es ist leicht, leicht, leicht, leicht

Weil du siehst was ich sonst niemandem zeige

Ich kann dir erzählen was ich mir selbst verschweige

Und ich will, dass es für immer so bleibt

Und ich glaube, das geht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Und ich will, dass es für immer so bleibt

Und ich glaube, das geht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Vielleicht, vielleicht

Berlin Blues Song

It ruffled up my feathers

And it barked on up my tree 

When suddenly it seemed all the fingers 

Were pointing on up at me 

And the footsteps in the sand 

Were all getting washed up by the sea 

To leave me in stitches Bursting at the seams 

Bursting at the seams 

When the sun came out to greet me

I only saw the wolves from my dreams 

This is my Berlin Blues song 

Sometimes life can get a little rough 

But it won't be long 

Cause it just makes me strong 

And there is a place where we one day will delve 

Where there's no more walking on eggshells 

Where ideas are for free, oh it's the place to be 

Your great mind's no longer the minority 

And I'll see you there with your hands in the air 

Where the canvas is bare 

And there's no more despair 

And your third eye will stare 

Nothing can compare 

There's not one care 

And I'll see you there

I'll see you there 

I'll see you there 

I'll see you there 

And I'll see you there

Epiloge

And you never lost your head,

even when you were giving head.

If you tell me that you are not here,

I'll follow the trail of your tears

Now i understand,

what you tried to say to me,

how you suffered for your sanity

Why are you here again?

Special girl, unfortunately it's an integrity thing. You may think i play games, or that i still have hope. But i assure you i don't - and no matter what will happen, it won't change anything for me, do you get it? Not the fact, that i will have to watch, to live alone, to fight my mother, to be born a hundred years too early or late. I don't care if it's impossible, cause it's not the possibility that matters, it is always just you. And i picked. To me you are perfect. You are perfect from the top of your silly nose till the last cell of your pinky. I am so sorry, but this is just what i am, and i know what i am, since i know you. This decision is all of what encapsulates me and i don't care if you or anybody doesn't understand it, or calling me a dreamer, I just cannot choose not to love you with all what my heart gives me to, and i cannot choose against my morals, my sanity and myself. And i will never hate you.

Edit on the 26.01:
Now that i read it again, it sounds kinda cheesy and cringy. But as it is basically what i mean, i'm gonna stand up to that little mistake and leave it like it is.

One Corner Away // Getting out of the Bedsheets

It's in Berlin at the Wall Park.

Baby Sister

Baby Sister, won't you spare a little time,
I know you've still been working from eleven till nine.
Flippin' nickles, flippin' quarters and dimes.
Don't wanna hear it...
Putting price tags on your spirit.

Baby Sister, you're gonna end up getting hurt,
No one's getting heartache from the wrinkles on your shirt.
Oh yeah yeah you're gonna get hurt.

Baby Sister, what time will you be walking in,
Spent the days with whiskey and bottles of gin.
Oh yeah yeah i know where i've been.

You've got your reasons,
They're changing with the seasons.
I know it's hard to keep it straight.
But i could argue that it's harder for the one who has to wait.

Don't wanna hear it, puttin' price tags on your spirit.
Baby Sister, you're gonna end up getting hurt,
I know it's gettin' harder from the wrinkles on your shirt.
Oh yeah yeah you're gonna get hurt.
Baby Sister.

For The Damaged

Maybe again
He will be alone
Guess we're equally damaged
Find your name
Do it all the same equally
Signal when you can't breathe no more

Say you were me
Then you could see the view
You'll know we are equally damaged
Don't be a fool, make it easier
You'll learn to say when
Signal if you can't say, "no more"

Don't cross your finger
Sundays will never change
They keep on coming
You'll be a freak
And I'll keep you company.

The Spring of Night

My Beauty,
your eyes are so dark that in the evening
when I lay my head in your lap
it seems to me
that your deep eyes are the spring
from where the night mysteriously flows over the valleys
the mountains and plains
covering the earth
in a sea of darkness.
So dark are your eyes,
my light.